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Ouch!
Friday, April 3, 2009 @ 10:49 PM

After the graduation. Hindi na kami nagkita pa and I'M OFFICIALLY MISSING HIM! I know and everyone knows that I'm not his girlfriend. Kaya hindi na ako umaasa pa na lagi niya ako bibigyan ng time to text me. Pero bakit niya ako iniiwasan palagi?

I really LOVE HIM SO MUCH. I just broke down and cry whenever I think about him. I don't have the right to tell the world how much I love him. His heart is already occupied and I know there is no way I can enter it. *sigh... He keep on telling that it's up to me if I will wait for him. And he keeps on telling me that he love me pero may girlfriend nga siya. Tama ba yun? Mahal niya ako pero may aware ako at aware siya na may grilfriend siya. 3 pa kami na nagmamahal ng sobra sa kanya. At sa 3 na yun, ako mas walang karapatan. *sigh... Nagkasiraan na nga kami ng present girlfriend niya eh. It hurts cause she's one of my closest friend in school. And yung isa... Unfortunately, bestfriend ko pa. Parehas ko silang niloloko na mga kaibigan ko. Ang sama sama kong kaibigan!

Very complicated right? So what do you think? Should I follow my heart and fight for him pero masasaktan ko yung friends ko? Should I wait for him? Should I stay away from him? Should I find another guy? Huhuhuhu. It really hurts you know. Naguguluhan na talaga ako! T_T

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